Baju Lawa Hanya utk Mereka Yang Kecil dan Kurus

So, i went window shopping... saje tgk2 baju office..wlpn sedar duit tak cukup dalam tangan atau bank untuk membeli pape...segalanya dilakukan dgn berhutang... Sad to say, I dont have enough money to pay my credit card bills this month. Even membeli buku IELTS pun dgn keadaan brhutang.. Not good reen...

Back to the baju issue, ooo...mang ai... betul2 lawa baju yg terpampang di kedai2 di MidValley itu.. jangan di sebut harga, sbb klu x lebhih RM80 x sah.. Want I want to address is, these clothers/blouses are really nice...but they are only suitable for skinny/slim/slender people. Kalau org macam saya, yang in between, it still wont look good. The dress would somehow make me look puffy... or more fleshy. Yikes!

So, after going through a number of stores, I gave up hope. The only way for me to look stunning is, to actually slim down a bit... skit je lg.. getting there.. Coz, I have to face the fact, baju lawa mmg available utk org yg slim.......

So, azam tahun baru mgkn? haahaha... giler lama nk tunggu.. I can start now. Slow and steady. Dont want to fall under the eating disorder category. hehehe...

Never fear! Harapan utk kurus itu masih ada....

Happy Birthday ~~~

Happy birthday to me.. Happy birthday to me...

Hehe.. boleh x?

So its my birthday today.. As I've promised Arfah, that I will not frown today.. and think of only happy thoughts...

Pushing away a heart that bleeds.. and putting a smile on my chubby face :P

But saja nk gatal, my birthday wish for this year is as follows:

1) Ice Cream
2) Ice Cream
3) Ice Cream
4) Books 4 IELTS
5) A tube of lipstick
6) True friends that care...

Saya Mahu Tolong Mak!

I want to help my Mom out.. I just feel so helpless that I cant do much for her... I feel guilty too that she's been spending so much of her time on my articles that she abandoned hers.. Now its too late to do anything...

Poor Mom.. as a professor, she needs at least 3 articles to be published in a year.. this year she has none.. I know Mom, she's a high achiever.. No publication with her name as the first author means, her record would be bad.. Kesian mak... and I know writing an articles isnt easy.. Knowing that I'm not helping her producing papers as fast as she wants me kills me...

I wish I could be smarter and better.. so I can help her out more efficiently.. I dont like to see her sad =(

Ya Allah..Permudahkan segala urusan ibuku...amin...

Rainy Monday

Owh what a day...

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed... I became irritated over breakfast.. Was reprimand by my mother on how much workload I had to do.. Its tough.. Trying to please everyone... Knowing that you cant please everybody including your own family...

Went off to work.. Started to have a breakdown after 5 mins leaving home... Trying to CBT myself in the process.. I managed to cut-short my drama queen moment..

I had 2 assessment cases today...A boy and and old man.. Two totally different characteristics.. One was too quiet..one was too talkative... By 11 am, I wanted to scream coz this uncle was trying to sweeten me up! Hello... I may look young but I mean business ok! He got me really irritated... He kept insisting that I was from a Persian descendant.. My name is a Persian/Arabian name.. doesnt make me a Persian.. I keep telling him that.. but every 5 mins..he would ask me again..and again..and again.. up to the point, I LIED (forgive me), and told him that maybe my great-great-great-great-great-great--great-great-great-grandfather was Arabian... huhuhuhu... that managed to shut him up... I guessed it pleased him that he was right...

I found out that I had to sit for the IELTS exams, again. Sigh.. Such a bore.. I really hate the writing part...the other tests are quiet a breeze... InsyaAllah I will beat my old score.. I cant go lower than that...Malu la kn.. Owh ya..this test cost me about RM550...

My laptop crashed and died on me last weekend...I had to buy a new laptop.. One that I hopw would live long enough until I finish my studies...I better take good care of it from now...

Everyday I check my mail to see whether the representatives/potential supervisors from Melbourne has replied my mail yet. Nothing to this day... And these people call themselves efficient... huhu

I have this big clock ticking over my head...Tick Tock Tick Tock... I have to leave by April 2010...But if nothing happens soon, I would have to renew my contract and face the dean.. Ya Allah, permudahkanla urusan pembelajaranku...

The highlight of the day: I lost weight! hehehe =D

Korean Week

This weekend was pretty boring.. Probably because I had tons of work to do and I am nowhere near finish...

So, as my usual custom.. whenever I feel stress out.. I would do a Korean marathon.. This weekend, I watched Sassy Girl Chun Hyang... I so LOVE watching Korean.. Love the plots and the actors as well as the emotions.. I wonder why our local drama cant come close to international drama.. local drama is full with hatred, jealousy and nonsense..

So back to the korean marathon. I started watching my 17 episodes drama on friday night. finished 2 dvds i.e 8 episodes.. one episode usually takes about 1 hour. Then last night I finished it off... from 10pm - 4am...deemmmm.... I just get carried away!!
hehehe...

So wat happens today? I woke up at 7.40am... only had 3 hours and 40 mins of sleep.. and I have dark circles under my big puffy eyes ----> in other words I look like a raccoon..

sigh. I usually become this way when I dont know how to finish my work.. Writing is ez.. but writing a article to be published in an international journal? That's tough...

Just keep remembering Reen, that this is all for the future.. Promotion wise and all.. Salaray increase as well...

Just hang in there!

Better Korean drama than Ice Cream.. at least I wont gain more weight.. huhu

MOVE REEN MOVE!!!

Days turn to months.. It feels like ages ago I completed my placements. But somehow i dont feel myself challenged enough. Like I'm becoming slow.. reaaaaal slow.... x productive. I cant finish my work on time. I seem to procrastinate more than usual, I an now watching Korean dramas (aahh... that's not good...) and I cant seem to settle my Melbourne stuff... dem...

What is happening to me? I used to be filled with life, energy and spirit! NOW??? It feels like I'm moving in slow motion. Everything is moving slowly to the point I want to scream..

I think I need to give myself a kick in the butt... to get myself moving.. productivity makes u find fulfillment. I need to finish this article to publish by the end of this week, which means I only have until 2morow... I'm doomed...

Haaaiiiyaaaa.... Get moving reen...

Welcome November

November is a very special month for me...

Sweet sweet November...

Cant wait for next week... :D

Yeay! Or huhu.. getting older, getting wiser... but the important thing is, must be young at heart....