Drama Melayu

Nowadays orang ramai sibuk mengatakan tentang drama slot akasia... oo mmg best cite.. awal2 jela... i like jugak.. coz its romantic and sweet.. love after marriage... but typical malay drama... there will be plots where either the main characters have affairs, hasad dengki berlaku dgn nyatanya dan macam2 lagi... so what messages are these producers trying to tell people? That part I dont get... Y must u create crazy plots just to tell people a simple message of love and loyalty...

That's y although hero dia handsome mana pun, and babe dia cun mana pun.. I stopped watching the show.. The thing is I prefer to watch dramas that are light and have a happy storyline.. fun to watch... Its bad enough u hear stories about the big bad world.. People are getting scarier by day... And U meet with patients that have their own sad tale... So, when u watch dramas that have all the negative storylines... i just become so bored with em...

Again.. I feel the my Korean fever is coming back.. bahagia jiwa ku... kelakar pun ye...

p/s: sesungguhnya saya stress bila mengenangkn this week alone I have to finish 4 reports.. and next week i'll be seeing 2 new cases... sum that up and i'll have 6 reports to write... yippie!! :(

owh jantungku..

Nearly had a minor heart attack...

Akhirnya, the acknowledgment email from ANU has safely arrived in my inbox.. dug dap dug dap.. baru acknowledgment... blum acceptance lagi.. jadi saya dan ahli keluarga dan harapnya rakan2 masih terus berdoa...

oo... tarikh email dari ANU tu 2 Mac 2010.. maknanya agentku buat balut jambu dulu email tu br nk forward kt saya... bagus2... xpela.. as long as I now have evidence that my application is being process...

lets continue praying...insyaAllah I will get the chance to go there by the end of this year...

Eh... saya bosan tahu?

Minggu ni saya buat clinic 2 hari memandangkan minggu lepas saya cancel kerana demam... so bila ganti tu maknanya double the dose of patients laa...

kesimpulannya report pun double!!! bab2 tulis report ni memang lemah lutut dibuatnya... Can you imagine doing this for the rest of ur professional life??? waa... long way to go... xpe2.. nnt klu dh ada doctorate.. akan ku kerjakan trainees utk buat assmnt.. sure diorg nyumpah like how i was when i was a trainee.. muhahaha... ish2 x baik...

entri kali ini tidak ada point mahupun value.. i'm just dead bored! Kira after 16 days of umrah, 1 week of sick leave, 3 days of going to kelantan and 2 days of clinic, this is my first day to sit from morning till evening at the office.. aduiyaaa.... then i am fidgeting like an ADHD kid already! In search for candy tp tgh diet kn... haa... mana nk cari gula?

supposed to have a meeting today but got canceled.. xpe2.. suka2 :) but then does it mean I have to go to that workshop? Abaikn je la... buat pekak shj...

Savor the moment is out..unfortunately secara digital not yet.. so need more patience...

I need CBT btw.. cause i'm having these negative images about how terrible the toilets and sleeping arrangement would be at balik pulau..oh no...i'm turning into an OCD wannabe... huhuhu... plz... i dont care about the content of the module but more to the cleanliness of the facilities there! eeee.... tolong... 5 days and 4 nights seems like years...

yapping yapping yapping...

i miss my friends laa.. kt opis ni xda rakan sebaya tahu... i am alone.. my work frens are older..like 10 years gap gitu... so it means.. i have to act older... and its killing me... haha... saya masih muda di hati... oleh itu, saya x sabar nk jumpa rakan2 sekolah saya hjg minggu ini... wlpn saya tahu pasti saya akan mentally kill one of them... u always have that type of friend yg suka ckp laser... bak kata org tua2 ... mulut dia xda pilotnya... hahaha... we will see the fireworks i guess... saya nk jadi baik.. so i have to have a clean heart... x makan hati la kawan2 buat jahat pun... buatla buatla... org teraniaya slalu dpt pembelaan...

ape lg ni... kakak... jgnla ketuk2 pintu saya... trsangkut2 saya nk tulis blog ni...

eh, r u bored yet? I am... told u it was a boring entry... sape suh baca kn.. ;)

luv ya to bits...

I am anxiously waiting...

In the morning I wish time would slow down,
In the afternoon I laze around and wish that time would just fly by,
At night I toss and turn anxiously around,
Waiting for you to just come and be close by,
if not physically, digitally then

Ooo... saya x sabar mahu baca buku ini... which will be released in the US on 27th April... oo cepat la.. itchy betul mahu membaca sambungan kisah cinta 4 sahabat..

To u dear mama LA, i recommend u read this series.. its heart-warming and has zero-complicated plots.. haha.. not ur average cup of tea, i understand.. by my oh-so-over-romantic-heart strongly suggest you read this :)

2 Weeks After...

It has been 2 weeks since we got back from Umrah... ooo...how wonderful it was! I missed those days and routines...my 16 day-Umrah schedule was pretty simple... sleep-wake up-go to mosque-eat-sleep-wake up-go to mosque... and the cycled continued till the 10th of april...

Now after 2 weeks in Malaysia... after a week of hard work..then another week of illness (had terrible flu + cough)..took 1 week off.. padan muka. that's wat u get for not resting properly after a long journey.. my body cudnt take it.. it just succumbed and begged me to sleep n rest for a week...

There are so many things that I want to jot down.. but some how... I just cant get the words out.. my worries about furthering my studies, the future, my parents health, basically everything that's ticking and happening in my life at this moment...

Well.. all I can say is:

• I'm still hoping and praying for a place at ANU with scholarship to boot.. havent received any news..TQVM A for checking my mails while I was gone... hoping to get something by June...
  
• I am praying that I will survive the 5 days 4 nights BTN course that I will have to endure at the end of next month..
• I'm praying that the itch on my finger would stop... coz its giving me crazy ideas!!!
• I'm praying that I can publish a lot this year before I go for my phD
• I'm praying for my heart to behave!
• I'm praying that I dont become a hypochondriac! NSZ, stop diagnosing urself!... owh the anxiety
  
• I'm praying for a moment of fun with my girl pals... just to hang out and eat chocs + ice cream... when I am financially stable...
• and the most important thing: I'm praying for Allah to give me strength... Amin....